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[MMD PMFM] Pop Goes the Weasel (MMD PV) by SonicandShadowfan15 [MMD PMFM] Pop Goes the Weasel (MMD PV) :iconsonicandshadowfan15:SonicandShadowfan15 9 4 [MMD PMFM] Who are you fooling sweetie by SonicandShadowfan15 [MMD PMFM] Who are you fooling sweetie :iconsonicandshadowfan15:SonicandShadowfan15 17 5 Frances go home you're drunk by SonicandShadowfan15 Frances go home you're drunk :iconsonicandshadowfan15:SonicandShadowfan15 5 4 [MMD PMFM] Make a Move (short PV) EPILEPSY WARNING by SonicandShadowfan15 [MMD PMFM] Make a Move (short PV) EPILEPSY WARNING :iconsonicandshadowfan15:SonicandShadowfan15 22 12 Funtime Freddy is best Disney princess by SonicandShadowfan15 Funtime Freddy is best Disney princess :iconsonicandshadowfan15:SonicandShadowfan15 10 7 [MMD PMFM] Frannie - Karma (model test) by SonicandShadowfan15 [MMD PMFM] Frannie - Karma (model test) :iconsonicandshadowfan15:SonicandShadowfan15 9 5 [MMD BATIM] - TDA (Fem) Bendy model showcase by SonicandShadowfan15 [MMD BATIM] - TDA (Fem) Bendy model showcase :iconsonicandshadowfan15:SonicandShadowfan15 55 7 [MMD BIM] Build our Machine WIP 2 (New video) by SonicandShadowfan15 [MMD BIM] Build our Machine WIP 2 (New video) :iconsonicandshadowfan15:SonicandShadowfan15 20 17 A!/Frozen AU - Lil Warners color dump by SonicandShadowfan15 A!/Frozen AU - Lil Warners color dump :iconsonicandshadowfan15:SonicandShadowfan15 53 12 A!/Frozen AU comic - Let it go pg 1 by SonicandShadowfan15 A!/Frozen AU comic - Let it go pg 1 :iconsonicandshadowfan15:SonicandShadowfan15 51 29 [MMD PMFM] - The Resurrection of Theodore by SonicandShadowfan15 [MMD PMFM] - The Resurrection of Theodore :iconsonicandshadowfan15:SonicandShadowfan15 6 8 [MMD PMFM] Theodore - Headlock by SonicandShadowfan15 [MMD PMFM] Theodore - Headlock :iconsonicandshadowfan15:SonicandShadowfan15 4 5 [MMD PMFM] - That one dumb person by SonicandShadowfan15 [MMD PMFM] - That one dumb person :iconsonicandshadowfan15:SonicandShadowfan15 11 3 [MMD FNAF] Left Behind WIP 2 by SonicandShadowfan15 [MMD FNAF] Left Behind WIP 2 :iconsonicandshadowfan15:SonicandShadowfan15 24 22 FNAF SL Sketch/Color dump (SPOILERS) by SonicandShadowfan15 FNAF SL Sketch/Color dump (SPOILERS) :iconsonicandshadowfan15:SonicandShadowfan15 32 14 Elliot Whyyyyy?! (FNAF Sister Location) by SonicandShadowfan15 Elliot Whyyyyy?! (FNAF Sister Location) :iconsonicandshadowfan15:SonicandShadowfan15 19 29
If you would like to see some drawings of a fan girl, doing absolute fail stories, parodies, and etc, click below.

I'm aware that my ideas are silly but it's all in good fun. :aww:

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blisteringmoon Commission by oasiswinds blisteringmoon Commission :iconoasiswinds:oasiswinds 12 1 Evangeline 'Evie' Commission by oasiswinds Evangeline 'Evie' Commission :iconoasiswinds:oasiswinds 12 2 3rd Place - Novus Lineart by JC303 3rd Place - Novus Lineart :iconjc303:JC303 7 5 Angel by M154R1 Angel :iconm154r1:M154R1 31 0 Amethyst Wings by ProtoCall13o2 Amethyst Wings :iconprotocall13o2:ProtoCall13o2 3 1 my boys by ASSORTEDJELLIES my boys :iconassortedjellies:ASSORTEDJELLIES 429 42 GZTALE Doodle Dumps #1 by GZ-studio GZTALE Doodle Dumps #1 :icongz-studio:GZ-studio 755 50 FNAF4 Comic - House Party - Page 76 - 6-27-17 by Mattartist25 FNAF4 Comic - House Party - Page 76 - 6-27-17 :iconmattartist25:Mattartist25 238 137 MGA Mascot Concept by Rose-Songstress MGA Mascot Concept :iconrose-songstress:Rose-Songstress 3 0 BatIM - Sister Mary by La-Mishi-Mish BatIM - Sister Mary :iconla-mishi-mish:La-Mishi-Mish 48 13 Commission: Sterling! by SmashingRenders Commission: Sterling! :iconsmashingrenders:SmashingRenders 206 46 Twisted Freddy [FNaF][SFM] by Moises87 Twisted Freddy [FNaF][SFM] :iconmoises87:Moises87 65 21 .: evolve :. by Menmy .: evolve :. :iconmenmy:Menmy 13 0 What do i want?.. by Angelica-Lime What do i want?.. :iconangelica-lime:Angelica-Lime 5 0 Can I get an amen in here? by Bilianna Can I get an amen in here? :iconbilianna:Bilianna 47 1
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*Sees all the comments and replies*

*Sees the date they were sent*

*Wants to reply to them really bad but doesn't know what to say*

*BUT SHE SHOULD REPLY TO THEM SOON BEFORE IT GETS TOO LATE*

Social anxiety's a bitch... Sad goldie

I'm continuing to push myself to talk more to others but it's still pretty hard...and scary. I don't like making people upset...or weirded out.
Please do NOT put any of my art (MMD or drawings) into folders that have the words 'sexy' and 'hot' in the title! It makes me very uncomfortable, especially if my character, who you find 'hot' and 'sexy', is UNDERAGE!

I don't want to block people. Please don't make me block people.

Been working on animations so I'm kinda goin back and forth with stuff. I'll reply to comments/notes soon
I'm not gonna cry

I'm not gonna cry

I'm not gonna cry!

...

Komari Kamikita (Crying) [V5] 
*cries*

Frozen - Elsa Crying Icon 

AND THIS ISN'T EVEN MY MOTION!!!

Theodore is a precious cinnamon roll and needs to be protected at all cost-I AM TAKING YOU OUT FOR ICE CREAM!
Kay, I can't take this anymore but...I'm putting most (keyword: most) of my YSTH stuff in storage. I'm tired of seeing people fav the really old stuff cause they're cringey, make no sense, and...I just feel no motivation for YSTH anymore. That and getting comments where folks are screaming at the comic make me really uncomfortable I'm also thinking about closing the YSTH group cause...there's really no point to it.

I do not want to come to the point where I cancel it cause then I'll be proving that one asshole right but I also can't look it right now so if you've solely watched me for that, well you better unwatch me now cause I ain't touchin' YSTH for a long ass time and I'm gonna focus on other projects like A!/Frozen AU, FNAF/Madoka AU, BATIM, MMD, and animations.

Another thing that I've been meaning to say, and should've said this a LONG time ago, is that I unfortunately can't do the commissions due to stress and feel really bad about it so for those who have asked for them, I'm so sorry and if you want a refund, please note me and I'll pay you back ASAP. 

Again, I'm sorry...
This just occurred to me while I was leaving a reply to Moyonote;

Say what you will about the FNAF and UT fandom being really bad (whether it be MMD or regular art), but hooooooooly shit I think this is the first time where I'm actually witnessing some 'fans' getting really toxic within the BATIM fandom.

And by 'fans', I mean purists that will get at you for making something different with Bendy, say, turning Bendy human...and into a woman. 

Don't get me wrong, I know the other two fandoms that I've mentioned are really bad, but surprisingly, not one fan has ever given me shit about 
my FNAF/Madoka crossover AU, at least, to my knowledge. Though I'm pretty sure that might change in the future.

Which is kinda alarming to me since it's a crossover that, let's be honest, makes NO SENSE FOR TWO COMPLETELY DIFFERENT GENRES TO BE PUT TOGETHER WHATSOEVER! Especially to those who haven't even seen or heard of Madoka...

Just...wanted to put that out there. .__.

I s2g, I am so fucking done with people trying to correct me about Bendy's gender. Like, what? Do I have to put a big neon sign stating that I KNOW HE'S A BOY?! AAGGH- *intangible noises* Detective Pikachu Screaming Icon  

I'm gonna go play with wishuponacrane and Moyonote's models now because guh... and maybe animate later
I'm updating/remaking 3 other PMFM character models because the 2 outta 3 are gross, and one of them still looks like an UTAU with chopped hair and different colored eyes. I know can do better and have improved a bit with PMX so here's hoping. ^_^ b
Never thought this picture would be so appropriate to how I feel rn:
Frances go home you're drunk by SonicandShadowfan15
My everything hurts...

The meds aren't working

I don't want to sleep in all day

Am I in hell? 

C'MON HONEY! SOOTHE MY THROAT ALREADY!
So I've been listening to Determination animated by wishuponacrane while I'm doing some animation practice of my precious babu, Theodore, getting impaled. 8);;

Like, every time I hear the line 'And I love, the way you hurt me~' I keep going 'THEODORE SURE DOESN'T!'

I feel so awful every time I see Theodore fall TT n TT Sure didn't help when I told my dad about it and he replied 'OMG YOU SICKO!' Don't panic, he's just teasing.

Though I really need to check about the usage of blood in the animation exercise since I'm not sure if it falls into the violence/excessive gore rule and I don't want to break it.  
Jesus, I'm gone for two days and I have about at least 600 messages, oy @_@;; 

Been working on an MMD animation and will hopefully have it up by the end of today unless life's a bitch again. XD;;

Btw, Adobe Premier Pro (CC) is AWESOME! Pokemon - Mimikyu Jumping Happily With Hearts  
Somebody take Colorshift and o_bleach-bypass away from me.
What's common in the MMDC:

People stealing other people's work and not crediting.

Me:

*Event 1*

Random person: Did you do that?

Me: No, this motion was made by *insert original creator's name here*. I just downloaded it and loaded it onto my model. I'm not that good at animating yet.

*Event 2* 

Random person: Did you make that model?

Me: Not exactly. I used parts made by other people and put them together. It's stated in the credits.

*Event 3*

Random person: Nice model you got there!

Me: Thanks but the model belongs to *insert original creator's name* so be sure to tell them that.
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Some things I'm paraphrasing but this did/does happen to me XD;; Mostly with followers on Twitter/Tumblr/my main Youtube account. Oh and teachers/students at school to. And my dad. And some friends.

It's hard trying to explain the works of MMD to other people who've never heard of it. XD;; 

That's why I put the 'I DID NOT MAKE THIS MOTION!' in my videos where I used someone else's motion.
Jfc, I just spent the entire fucking weekend tweaking/fixing my Bendy model. Bendy And The Ink Machine - Bendy Jig I'll try to see if I can get a model test vid soon. Spinnin' 
Drop everything that you're doing and go see Moana. Right now. Why are you still here?! GO WATCH IT!! IT'S AMAZING! 
Whelp. I'm officially 25 today...man time sure flies.
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This is gonna be a long journal...(Rant)

Journal Entry: Wed Apr 19, 2017, 5:25 PM


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To all who watch me or visit my page, be aware that you are to treat others how YOU want to be treated! If I see anyone that breaks this rule, I'll give you a warning, and if you break it again, :police:YOU WILL BE BLOCKED!!:police: More info here


Edit 4-27-17: I'm so sorry for those who I haven't responded back to yet. Life's been really hectic and have been focusing on animating lately so if I haven't responded yet, I'm not ignoring you. I'm just very busy and haven't figured out a response yet but I will respond to you at some point.

That being said, thank you all for your wonderful support and for sharing your thoughts on this matter :thanks:

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DA Stamp - Rant 01 by tppgraphics  DA Stamp - Ramble 01 by tppgraphics  'Explaining' Stamp by Sonira-Stamps  Hard to be clear-Stamp by Dinoclaws

(I'm probably gonna use more stamps for this entire journal entry because they'll help me explain things better)

So with the latest release of Bendy and the Ink Machine, Chapter 2, theories and general discussions about it have been sky rocketing all over the internet. However, something that I've constantly seen being brought up is how Bendy is becoming the next FNAF (and maybe UT but the former is mostly talked a lot). My response? Why do you guys keep comparing it to a different game entirely?? Yes they're both horror games but here's the difference:

FNAF (excluding SL)
  • Sitting on your ass in your office/home
  • Trying to survive til 6 AM
  • Enemies are animatronics
  • Absolutely no weapon to defend yourself
BATIM
  • Walking around in an old cartoon company
  • Trying to figure out what's going on
  • Enemies are ink blob monsters (so far)
  • Hey look! They gave you an axe: a weapon!
  • You can actually move around in this game
  • Btw, it's only on Chapter 2
However, if it's one thing that I've seen people bring up constantly, it's mostly about the fandoms, preferably the bad ones. So far I've heard things like, 'Oh great, BATIM's fanbase is now FNAF.' 'There's another game ruined by the fandom.' 'This is gonna be the new FNAF, isn't?' 'Can we not have this get as bad as FNAF?' 'Welp, fandom's ruined, I'm out.' etc.

My response to all this? Where the hell are these 'toxic' fans that ya'll keep talking about?

So far, I have seen almost none of these fans that everyone has brought up. Instead, I've seen nothing but haters and complainers. Whether it's about fans of the game, artists who draw Bendy as a human, makes gender benders, shipping, OCs, AUs, whatever, yeah, nothing but people complaining about it! If there's anything that is toxic within BATIM fanbase it's the haters and complainers! Seriously, somebody could be doing something completely innocent and suddenly haters are getting at it because they don't want their precious game to be touched by such 'filth'.

Look, I get it, you guys don't want the fanbase to get ugly but you're also not helping by trying to dictate others! In fact, you're making it worse, so cut that shit out! Besides, the only bad thing that I've heard about is the rule 34 shit but other then that, no rabid fans yet.

In fact, here's a stamp I came across recently and fully agree with it:   

Rabid haters are worse than rabid fans by Espio143
Copy/pasted a piece from the stamp's description:

'While there are rabid fans that can be very nice, though annoying and unoriginal, I generally believe that all rabid haters are assholes.'

Which, again, I agree because I have heard stories and have actually SEEN where haters have been downright rude to others to the point where they tell that person to kill themselves. Like...wow, really? You want someone to die because they drew/animated/wrote something you didn't like? That's utterly pathetic not to mention that ya'll are getting bent out of shape over a fucking ink blob, actually no, OVER A GAME! And the same could be said about other games to! I mean, Jesus Christ...here's more stamps:  

  Believe it or not.. by glovannas

Like, seriously. by sunbirds

And I thought I was religious about animation. by World-Hero21
(Well, game in this case, but you get the idea)

It's not gonna be the end of the world if the fanbase gets bad, which I'm sorry to be 'that guy' but, it is. Once something starts to get popular, it starts to attract the good and the bad and it's gonna happen with Bendy whether you like it or not. The only thing that matters is if you let the fandom affect you. Me? Pfft, I don't give a shit; 

Fandoms and Opinions by somari1997

If it gets bad, fine, whatever. I'll just sit in this burning house, not giving a single fuck, and go on about my merry way because if I let a fandom get to me, then it's essentially like bullying where I gave them power and showed them that they can continue to behave like this and make others leave if they don’t meet to their standards.

I mean, you're really going to tell me that you've stopped liking something because someone else ruined it for you? Someone you didn't even know? And are you going to keep doing that with other things that you liked? Cause if you are, then you're probably better off not getting into anything.

I'm sorry but, it's a major pet peeve when I hear people leave something because of a fanbase ruining it for them. Let me ask you this; do you like the game/cartoon/TV show/story/whatever? If the answer is yes, THEN WHO THE FUCK CARES ABOUT WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK!?

Fandom Stamp by Spikytastic

If you wanna leave something, leave on your own terms. Do not let the fans drive you out! The same thing could be said about hating characters and stories: 

Stamp_Don't hate because of other's reactions by Chivi-chivikStampity

Just ignore the rabid fans and enjoy the thing you're interested in and if you get someone constantly harassing you, here's a crazy idea; BLOCK 'EM!

Blocking (Stamp) by edupes <- This mostly refers to blocking those who have been harassing you and just being an utter dick. However, if someone gives you legit critique or advice about something and you block them? Eh, no.

And if said person is still harassing you to the point where it's escalating to death threats, take screencaps of the conversations and (if it's been going on for several months) report it to the authorities! Granted, ignoring doesn't always work, hell some are saying that ignoring makes it worse, so maybe ignore isn't the right word to use. More like, take whatever you see in the fandom with a grain of salt and move on.

But of course, people will always find ways to counter argue stuff like this, the popular one being, 'How can I ignore it when I see it everywhere?!'

Okay, how much do you wanna bet that you didn't even know a certain thing existed until someone pointed it out? Or did you go looking for it? If you did the latter, I'm sorry but, that's your fault. Parroting a bit of what Sonicgirl1001 in one of her ramble vids, if you're going to go look for shit, you're going to find shit!

Here's an example that happened to me recently:

When I was clearing out my messages, I saw a Frisk and Chara model that looked really cute but accidentally clicked the 'x' button and deleted it from my messages. I quickly searched for it and, what do you know? THERE'S A BUNCH OF FRISK AND CHARA MODLES, but I didn't complain about it because I wrote 'MMD Chara and Frisk' in the search bar and got a bunch of it from the results. So if you don't want to see whatever it is, just don't go looking for it otherwise it WILL be everywhere!

However, yes, there are moments where something is actually shown everywhere, but depending on the site, I'm sure there's like some sort of safe search or filter that can make you see it less, or just avoid the internet entirely. Still when I see folks say this and use it to hate on something; 

EETZ EVRYWERE!!11!! by LadyRebeccaStamps

Cause it's not. When I see something that's possibly 'everywhere' I click past it because there's no point. If anything the majority of what I see everywhere on any site is hate and it needs to at least simmer down.

More stamps to help me move onto another topic:

To all the whiners out there by NotArtisticAtAll-LOL

I cringe at the cringers cringing at cringey stuff by Little-rolling-bean

Really guys, there are things that are MUCH WORSE then a rabid fanbase, which is why I cannot stand it when I see someone compare something to cancer:

''THIS STAMP IS CANCEROUS'' by Mintaka-TK

What cancer is by LadyRebeccaStamps

CANCER IS A DEADLY DISEASE THAT -depending on what type- EFFECTS YOUR BLOODSTREAM AND HAVE YOU GO THROUGH EXCRUCIATING PROCEDURES! 

Random story but bare with me: I believe around October, my uncle was diagnosed with kidney cancer, but thankfully the cancer miraculously stayed within the kidney (cause due to insurance, they wouldn't cover the operation so he had to wait until MARCH to get it) and the doctors managed to remove the tumor, so he didn't have to go through the chemotherapy treatment. Meanwhile, my nana has a sister who was also diagnosed with cancer and wasn't so lucky so she now has to go through the chemotherapy procedure. Bottom line: STOP COMPARING FANDOMS TO A DISEASE THAT HAS KILLED PEOPLE! 

You can sit there and explain as to why you would compare it, only for me to say 'Don't you dare compare it to a disease you have not gone through!' because something tells me that if you've actually had cancer, it is FAR WORSE than a fanbase and should be the LEAST of your concerns. I don't have it therefore I don't compare it and neither should you.

Then there are people who compare the fandom to the fucking holocaust, to which I point to this stamp:

EVERYTHING'S LIKE THE HOLOCAUST by endler

Seriously, HAVE YOU NOT SEEN DOCUMENTARIES ABOUT IT?! Millions of people have suffered, were tortured and had unspeakable things done to them, not to mention, WERE KILLED! SO DON'T YOU FUCKING DARE COMPARE FANDOMS TO A TRAGIC EVENT LIKE THAT!  

So in conclusion, the majority of this journal was to point out that there's been a lot of haters and complainers and ya'll need to calm down. Stop dictating others to do something that fits in your eyes, stop comparing it to other fanbases, hell, to other games, and please, for the love of god, STOP TELLING PEOPLE TO KILL THEMSELVES! You may argue the whole 'freedom of speech' thing but once you introduce a death threat, first amendment goes right out of the window and you could get into serious trouble! Whether if you're 'joking' or trying to run a satire blog/account, death threats are not funny.

Just...here, have some more stamps:

Stamp: One Way Speech by 8manderz8  It Could (Figuratively) Save Your Life by Mintaka-TK  ''U SUK CUZ U LIKE DAT THING'' by Mintaka-TK  Some Jokes Can Cross the Line by Mintaka-TK  GAW KEEL YURSELPH, U NOOBEESH SEEK PHOK!!!11! by BoggyTheWorm  Death Threats Are Not Criticism by AnScathMarcach  KYSKYSKYSKYSKYSKYS by LadyRebeccaStamps  Do I Even Need to Explain This One? by NummyPixels  Please don't. by glovannas

Kill yourself, I am too nice to kill you myself. by Little-rolling-bean  Opinion's Not a Pass Stamp by Spikytastic  No Excuse Stamp by VampsStock  no freedom from debate by Dametora  I HAVE FREE SPEECH SO I CAN SAY WHATEVER I WANT by endler HEY HEY LISTEN HEY HEY LISTEN HEY LISTEN by endler


And to fans, like myself, who like to obsess over things:

DA Stamp - Obsess Responsibly by tppgraphics

Because rabid fans aren't completely blameless in this ether...

...

Actually, one more thing to add to this long ass journal. I guess this is somewhat of a PSA thing;

Stop saying that all FNAF/Undertale fans are autistic!

As someone who is on the spectrum herself, yes, I do love FNAF and may not be the best example because I'm 'proving' their point but at the same time, I go to a school that focuses on helping folks on the spectrum and I know some of them who ether can't stand FNAF or don't care for it (the same applies to UT as well). Also, there are fans who are NOT autistic and love the game, so knock it off:

What are you, 5? by World-Hero21  can u not???? by DaytimeDeer  AND ITS NOT CAUSED BY VACCINES DAMMIT. by Little-rolling-bean  It's Called the Autism SPECTRUM For a Reason by Mintaka-TK  Mental Illness by Flameshadow117  Because Why Would I Choose To Have Autism? by Mintaka-TK  respect my mental illnesses by daukayai  Mental Illness Stamp by tamedwhiskers

Plus, when you say that all fans are autistic, are you implying that folks who are on the spectrum are stupid? Cause if you are, here are more stamps:

Stupid Stamp by WetWithRain  Autism... not a dunce cap. by StrawberryR  Autism doesn't make me moronic stamp by WickidlyStrange13  Request: Autistic People by World-Hero21  Seriously..? by Jinarchy  I'm Not A Special Snowflake by RoseOfTheNight4444

Now I can't speak for everyone but, me, personally, I always get very insecure when I see someone insult people on the spectrum. I come off as extremely ditzy and I hate it because my brain can't understand things quicker like everyone else, I have a hard time reading social cues, can't tell when someone's being sarcastic nor if they're joking, am too open about personal things, take things too literally, and am extremely sensitive. But when I went to a school that helped folks on the spectrum, I started to feel a bit better about myself because there are a lot of folks who are on the spectrum and are incredibly smart! Another thing that made me extremely happy was when I went to see Power Rangers and saw that one of the characters (spoilers) was on the spectrum because it told me that you don't have to be normal to be a super hero! 

We are not stupid, we just learn things differently than others at a different pace!

So when someone says that all FNAF/UT fans are autistic, first off, fuck you, second, even if there are fans on the spectrum, again, that doesn't mean we're stupid. Yes there are some who can be rude (trust me, I know a few at the school who are) but that doesn't apply to every single person on the spectrum!

Now what I'm about to say may sound like an excuse but I swear to god that I don't mean to make it sound that way (like the stamp said, I suck at explaining) but there are some things that we can't control/help. However, unlike those who would use it as an excuse, I try my best to find ways to at least cope with it, such as helping tools, asking people for help, doing research, talking about my problems with my therapist, double checking things before I jump to conclusions, and working on how to improve myself when I do something wrong. I do my very best not to use my disabilities as a crutch which is why I get hesitant to explain about certain things because of course people are gonna dismiss it as me using it as an excuse.

Yeah, hate to break it to you but, I don't like putting my disabilities on a pedestal and demand everyone to treat me like a special snowflake. If anything, I only talk about my disabilities to give people a heads up that I might not understand things right away. If I don't understand something, I ask for help. If I misbehave, I learn from it and do my best to not make that mistake again. Just because I have disabilities, it does not mean I get a pass to behave a certain way or use it as an excuse to get away with something. I'm just another person who's trying to understand how the world works just like you, I just learn things at a different pace. So for those of you who do use it to get what you want, stop it. And for those of you who make fun of it, also stop it. Bendy Time to stop 

...All this came from trying to talk about Bendy and the fandom, BRAIN WHY?? XD;;  

Jesus Christ, it was 12 PM when I started writing this... now it's 5:25 PM :iconorzplz:

HACKER ALERT (probably a hoax)
"There's a hacker in dA!! He/She will hack your account and post pornoghaphic pictures, only if he/she hackes your account. If he/she finds out that you've posted this to a journal or on your page, he'll/she'll know what's going on and won't hack you. Please copy this for your safety to prevent your account being hacked.

This hacker writes in journals 'I hate you all, go die', and (s)he'll also remove your watches. I suggest you to copy this journal to warn your watchers. Spread the word!!! This hacker is going around and hacking into other people's accounts to block your friends so that your friends block you, get you in trouble, and could get you banned from deviantART!

I suggest you to change your password. Make a stronger one, to make the hacker's job harder!!"


I'll delete this once it's calmed down. I'm sure it's a hoax but better safe than sorry, right? ^^;

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Here's the list of the art progress as stated in title for those who are curious and will be updated when needed


DRAGONS!

Yep. Got back into this shit again. View the eggs if you don't want them to die! :ohnoes: However, if you'd like to see my dragons, click here to see my scroll

  • Listening to: DA Games Play BATIM Part 2
  • Reading: Messages
  • Watching: DA Games Play BATIM Part 2
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Chimichanga
  • Drinking: Coca Cola

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SonicandShadowfan15
Manda
Artist | Student | Digital Art
United States
Hiiiiii! My name's Amanda but you can call me Manda, or SaSfan15. Whatever you prefer. Just don't call me Mandy XD;;

I'm a girl that's trying to accomplish her goals in life by taking one step at a time. Being one with ADHD and other challenges may be difficult at times but with patience and help, I know I'll get their some day!

I love art of any kind (except stolen art) and am easily amused. So be prepared to get a lot of favs if I ever come to your page (though I do try not to spam fav an entire gallery) :XD:

I've also been known to kill your childhood so if you value your precious memories of them and prefer to keep it that way, I suggest you TURN BACK NOW!!!

YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!!!

Other then that enjoy the weird but fun randomness! 8D

(Randomness includes moments of ADHD, fangirlism, crazy-ass-crossovers, pairings that probably won't make sense, and more~)

This page may contain images that are not suitable for younger vieweres. Viewer discretion is advised.

Don't forget to check my other sites~



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SaturninaTheWitch Featured By Owner Apr 27, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you for faving Sailor Saturn by SaturninaTheWitch
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SonicandShadowfan15 Featured By Owner Apr 27, 2017  Student Digital Artist
:aww: You're very welcome :)
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celticsidhe Featured By Owner Apr 17, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fav! :)
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SonicandShadowfan15 Featured By Owner Apr 18, 2017  Student Digital Artist
:aww: You're very welcome :)
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solanoaicee Featured By Owner Mar 19, 2017
You probably get this a lot, but do you take commissions? It would mean a lot to me if you could draw something for me...
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SonicandShadowfan15 Featured By Owner Mar 19, 2017  Student Digital Artist
Commissions are closed
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:iconsolanoaicee:
solanoaicee Featured By Owner Mar 22, 2017
Okay. Thank you.
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DoraemonFan4Life Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2017  Professional Digital Artist
hi there

do you watch Angry Beavers? :)
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thelittlekatze Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2017  Student Digital Artist
Thank you for the favorite! :)
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SonicandShadowfan15 Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2017  Student Digital Artist
:aww: You're very welcome :)
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